Well after about 3 months clean or so i started
drinking,
and before i knew it i was
drinking way to much, and i got scared, very scared, i don't want to not be able to ever have a drink, i want to be normal and drink socially at times. So i have caught myself going down the path of drinking to much and put a stop to it, i do drink at times, at parties and such, but i am keeping a close eye on it. I see both sides to this and the safest route to take is to abstain from all mind altering.