somehow, in what seems like a completely bizarre and random way, i've become an alcoholic. i'm 30. and a grad student. in undergrad, and through most of my 20s, i was just a social drinker; nothing more. never an issue. i smoked, and quit. but, i suppose, in general, i've always had problems with moderation (can't have a few diet cokes, must have a dozen, or not a bowl of oatmeal, but 5). about, hmmm, 4 years ago i developed an eating disorder.