I just took vitamins and a big cup of Lecithin granules which are supposed to decrease anxiety
. I feel frightened and alone. These are DRUG THOUGHTS. But they get scary. It's like randomly losing your mind, and then suddenly; "POP" you are back to "normal."
This is like running a marathon and then, when you are done, they say, "OK! It's time for the Marathon!" You say, "I just ran one?" And they say, "Phish phish no no, it's time for the marathon!