When you are out and far from a bathroom, you 1)feel high anxiety
, and 2) a sudden urge to defecate. Am I right?
You have had this fear for
20 yrs? Altho' you have both the fear and the urge, you have never had an accident?
This is a miserable way to live. I know, as an anal cancer survivor and someone who has struggled with anxiety and panic attacks, what the reality is. Your worst fears are my every day companions. I've learned to face the fear and get out.