Im so anxious because I know what tomorrow and the next few days have in store, the anxiety
, panic, depression, lack of sleep, sweats, aches, etc....worried about work on monday, etc..
I don't know what I need right now. A friend, someone to tell me what an idiot I am for relapsing...I just feel lost. I know I'm stopping as of now, but I need to STAY clean...my husband is being so understanding and i feel like such a loser..