I want to help as much as I can, but when it comes to
medication, only doctors can advise. If you were taking
anti depressants, then there are many on the market, and another one may well suit you. I have been on many over the years, and some gave me bad side effects, or made me feel very ill. Eventually I was on one that suited me fine. Often trial and error with anti depressants.
Keep posting here, and let us know if you have been to see a doctor again.