Right now, my mom is preparing my meals, and I going into
recovery. I really want to get better. I would like to enjoy my
meals instead of having to calculate every single calorie that I consume. last year, I would even calculate gum and cough drops if I consumed them. And if I wanted sweets or something, I would chew it up and spit it out making sure I didn't swallow any of it at all. Then if I felt I ate too much, I would do extra time on the treadmill.