Anyway I know one symptom is
dissociation, and I was wondering what is the difference between
dissociation and depersonalization and derealization really? I used to label my feelings as dissociation at certain times because it does feel like I'm an observer, I'm listening to myself talk and know I'm going through all these actions but I'm almost observing it, and this is always triggered by talking about the trauma but also sometimes is not triggered by anything.