You sound to me to be an exceptional person (like Mozart,
Jim Carrey) who needs to realize a way to live amongst ordinary people (eg. mindless, insensitive followers of our barbarian system).
To cut it short, maybe isolate yourself/focus into whatever you love. Art, music, science, philosophy, yacht design, motor racing...whatever. If you try to be ordinary you'll possibly struggle forever. You will probably not be accepted.
I'm a little like you maybe, can't relate to people.