just feel feelings of hopelessness absolutely no energy or desire to do anything, nothing at all interests me, i feel anxious in all situations, a constant feeling of blah, negativity, I am just so unhappy with
all apects of life and I seriously cant come up with
a reason to even wake up in the morning. Why? I'm just going to feel like **** and nothing feels good or even alright. The only time my mood slightly escalates is when I know i'm about to get drunk, or when i'm drinking.