But you are right, there will always be a piece of you missing.
lost the baby for the first few weeks I
was terrified to get pregnant again, I was done, I did not want to try again, I did not want to go through that pain again. but my husband quickly made me realize that it will happen when its right, that this is sometimes part of the journey. But i no longer use ovulation tests, and I try not to think about when I "might" be ovulating....