This monster changes you forever, and no one can tell me the chemical effects
to the brain are imagined. When
I learned it was back after 15 months, one side of me said, "Ok, time to kick this thing in the hind end again." The other part said, "What in the hell did I do to deserve this TWICE!" Anyway, I'll try not to ramble, but just know your feelings are completely normal, and there's not a one of us who hasn't felt like the world is against her.