After years of ineffectual struggle with this curse, I’m starting to believe this hell is going
to last forever. I’m only 17 now.
What happens when I grow up? How am I going
to deal with job interview? University? Social life? I’m going to be rejected, humiliated and isolated as always. everyone will try to get rid of me, that limits my life so much. For example, bank security guard didn’t let me in, while he let in others. It obviously means he did that only because I stink.