Thanks gnarls, not worried about being dropped for using methadone for psych reasons, I really am a recovering Oxy addict so that's all good, it's just that the methadone did something that not even being high on an 80 did, it makes me...dammit for lack of a better word "smooth". When I was high I was obviously manic, stoned, out of control, but on methadone I am a little hyper but that is my personality! There is no mania, and no depression, just me,,, a consistent me.