I think you should take the medications in the right way, I am saying this because I used to don't take it right either. Polly017, maybe you are a little depressed, What do you think about you hang out? Like participating on volunteer work, or other things, it should help you to meet new people and then start to having more friends, maybe a music class, another language class is a good idea too, and if you like, painting or drawing is a good idea too.