The general choices will be to hole up somewhere for a couple weeks and get your brain back to normal (it will come back but it takes several weeks),
vs a taper of a long-acting stimulant,l like
vyvanse. You may, of course, have a deeper addiction than you realize, with psychological cravings too great for you to overcome. If that is the case, residential treatment is often indicated
Your name and e-mail are safe with me; I would not (and could not) turn you in to a licensing board.