I hear you.
something I haven't mention
ed here before, but because it may help you, I will.
I believe my drinking (sober now 7 years) and subsequently the vicodin
was a way to alleviate the
intense anxiety I have had for the
last 15 years. I somehow
developed panic attacks and a killer phobia - of public speaking no less! This is
liking a mouse having PA eating cheese. Like my wife says about me, " I have never had an unexpressed thought!