My mother committed suicide one month ago after dealing with an addiction to vicodin, valium, percodan, somas, and
xanax. It all started out with vicodin
. The sad thing is that I am so depressed and
feel so terrible that all I want to do is stay drugged up too. I have taken vicodin in the past occasionally, but since my mother's death have taken it a lot more. I should know better, right?