I fought so *** hard to even get here, I just dont think I have anything left to keep fighting this hard, it just seems hopeless again. I found some old
tramadol that I had, I am soooo tempted to just take a couple to see if it takes the edge off, and gives my body some relief. My entire body is hurting and aching, its just sore as heck. I can hardly do anything but sit and lay, and everytime I get up, I can hardly stand up strait to walk. its terrible.