When you decide to move on, your illness will have no choice but to move along, and if you fight it, it will give up
at some point. Another thing, if your face
starts twitching, its okay, it will settle down after a while. If your body stiffens, its okay, it will loosen up the more you practise to move infront of people, but will take a very long time. It isnt going to go away fast, so dont give up. otherwise i dont know how to help.