during that time i learned alot about my self, and my motivations.
at 39 i started taking
pain meds, i had no experence with
and i found my self addicted and doing things i did not want to do agian, taking pain meds for real pain throws a monkey wrench
into the whole mess,how to take pain meds without killing myself.
im clean now , but i suffer pain . but i just accept it and deal with it.