If you want to do this correctly I need to suggest that you see a doctor, discuss your options and, if you choose Suboxone
then do it correctly. Suboxone
is NOT a means to avoid withdrawal. It is a complete program. If you follow the program correctly you can have success with your recovery. But I have to tell you, if you continue to self-medicate, you risk relapse.
So what I am saying is if you are going to do this, do it right.
I hope you consider seeing a doctor.