Sadly, at the end, my family, friends, job and participating in sports got in the way of
. Also, maintaining a safe comfort level during the week got in the way of
. So I blacked out every night, drank during lunch and on the way home in the car I hit on a bottle because I couldn't wait to get home first.
Alcoholism is a progressive disease. Stopping at one drink, or even binge drinking and then stopping for awhile, is far beyond my comprehension.