I have been to hell and back on my knees and God has given me the strength to be a survivor. I have learned that
death is not to be feared, why? It is part
of life and we must accept what we can't change, but not fear death. Also, once we have experienced such a hugh loss, we must go through the stage of the grief process in order to heal. There is no way around this one and it's important to talk to someone about your feeling or join a grief support group will also help hughly.