From one Brian to another.... (and I am the gay version):
You are NOT at risk for HIV....your
stress is undoubtedly causing your
As stated...oral sex is slow low...it is not even on the RADAR for HIV.
(Being kind here)...you seem to have an extreme amount of guilt/regret based on your
exposure...yet fearful of the possible consequences. Well, we are all human...and your
experience represents NO risk in regards to HIV.