I am wondering...is this anything like quitting
smoking? I smoked
for 23 years, and could not imagine life without my "best friends", my cigarettes. I mean...what would I do when the phone rang, when I got in the car, after I was done eating, when I went out, sat next to the pool, etc etc. I remember thinking how will I EVER ENJOY life again without my cigarettes. But, my fear of cancer, emphaysima, won.