anyway, forgot this; if i am correct i believe <span style = 'background-color: #dae8f4'>sleep</span> <span style = 'background-color: #dae8f4'>deprivation</span> can cause
hallucinations aka as delusions perhaps also...
state the delusions are gone so this is why i put emphasis on the sleep
could it be although you
were diagnosed by a doctor with schizophrenia that you
rather may be suffering from a sleep
not trying to play Doctor, but trying to make
sense out of things
very logical i'm afraid...