To Scott, as difficult as it would be (and I
know you are coming off something harder than I
am, so it's not like I
am saying it should
be as doable as it was for me), please try to get stuff for this, and once you take this stuff, I am telling you, it all gets better to go through it.
If you can get this stuff when you know it's safe. What you do is make the drink (any protien shake with amino acids, just muscle shake really tastes good and works great) and get the different pills ready.