I had that actually last week(not the wanting to fly, but
rage) , they had to tweak my meds, sometime if you are given too many benzo's it will have the opposite reaction. There are drugs that you can take daily though, we can't diagnose you here, but I am on Seroquel 300mgs@ night, because that was the worst time for me, I'd get buzzy at night, and if I get break throgh anxiety even rage I add another 50mgs, but it works better then a benzo long term.