Now, at 37, it has moved into mixed episodes, three days sky high, three days way low, over and over or, manic and depressive symptoms simultaneously. When they are together
, I have the hyperactivity, racing thoughts, and
insomnia of mania, but the content of the racing thoughts are very negative and can fall into the realm of delusional. Luckily, this doesn't happen often, but this new symptom has become a problem - irritability. It is unlike normal or even PMS irritability.