I am a straight 28 year old male
in a 5 year relationship, but whilst
in Macau went to a
sauna to have a massage (2 days ago), which turned much more erotic than I had planned. I got a 'soapy' massage where the girl rubbed her body and vagina over my penis, although there was no penetration, but grinding for at least a minute. I also received unprotected oral sex. Nothing else happened.
I am now feeling incredibly guilty, and am very anxious and am kind of in a state of depression.