Indeed a sad
story about a man who has forgotton the 32 years of shared activities and goals, not to mention six kids! For all of these years you have been a wife, a partner, and formed your life to compliment the togetherness and life you had with your husband. Your query, "Am I that bad?" indicates you have really had the emotional rug pulled out from under you, so to speak. Of course you haven't been that bad! Thirty two years is a long time to put up with abuse.