maybe something
in your life needs to be changed so it is more relaxing for you? or you could add something
in your day just for you to enjoy. read, bubblebath, crafts, walks, computer time, games, puzzles and so on.
in anycase i hope things turn out alright for you. i went to go see the doctor before ttc so that i knew i was in good health. maybe a regular checkup with your doctor would give you the opportunity to ask questions and make sure you're body is up for. listen to your body.