I went through panic, depression, irritation, anger, pain, all the things the opiates had prevented me from feeling for a long time. I ultimately went fully manic, I had a
psychotic break. All that sounds so horrible and felt horrible at the time. Now I can say, quitting drugs was a good thing, haven a psychotic break was even better. All those feelings forced me to find the root of why I used and deal head on with those things.