Hallucinations have eased up, but happen now and then, Last night i was alone till 4am, ifelt so supid being so scared of something i knew wasnt real. But at the time, i thought it was. I had a mental break
, or short term psychosis. Today, for real, i am hitting the clinic when my girl gets of work, im past the point of tolerance. Im gonna be honest, and ask for more clonodine, xanax or 15mg valium, or gabapentin. Suicide, hah, never would, but im amazed that it seems appealing at this time.