Not looking to turning 56, but always look forward to my B- day march 21st. I love the lilacs and the beautiful smells of spring time here in Minnesota. You know, as seasons change, I'm hoping for our friends struggling out here can find change within themselves to pull this addiction problem off. All I can say is I do take a pain pill here and there which makes me no angel, but its necessary for me. I've been straight with my doctor and he keeps a tight thumb on what he gives me.