When I first started using the patches it was the gel based, when I went back, they gave me a different brand, it looks like a sandy looking patch
and they are smaller. Long story short, I started having anxiety, then I started getting SUPER deppressed, then withdrawl symptoms, then I felt numbness on my hands, then I just ended up in the hospital. It was the worst day of my life and now I'm scared out of my mind to get off all meds!!!