She has shared with me that the mental addition is considerably harder to overcome than the physical
side effects. There are some mornings she awakes restless, anxious and a bit testy, and those are always because she dreamed of using all night. I pray for that day when she no longer fights daily to stop the glamorization of this hideous drug.
I hope you will forgive yourself, yet keep the memory of your relapse, for a long time.