Man, I was reading stuff on message boards, religious sites, looking anywhere I could to find some encouragement or strength
. Something to hang on to.
I still pretty much felt like **** the 2nd week, but not anywhere near like the 1st. It was just tolerable, but that was all. By the start of week 3, all the effects from withdrawal were gone, but it was bothering me a lot that I just could not get myself motivated to do or enjoy anything, and I was starting to think maybe I never would.