I am taking Imodium to help with the nasties
and ativan, to help with the anxiety,
and sleep. I have started talking to my friends
and telling them what I have been going through. Nobody realized how addicted I was, or how sick I was, but they are my true friends and they are being supportive. I keep thinking by tomorrow I should start to feel really good. I went to the Library last night with my husband and kids and got a book to keep me occupied when my head starts racing.