Hello sorry to hear about your situation , i also have bi polar / (schizoaffective disorder ) and i know that it needs to be treated correctly , i've had some bad experience's over the last 10 years with being missed diagnosed with major depression but i alway's new there was more to it than that, i finally got properly diagnosed, there for was treated properly ,any how may i suggest that if you need something to help with your symtoms , you could alway's try natural remedi