I mean ok, in comparison to the past 5 days i dont feel like the complete walking dead, hanging onto the toilet seat, cant keep anything down, cant sit still, sweating
, then freezing, twitching, wanting to chop off my arms and
legs, so depressed, etc. i am so grateful right now for this momentary feeling even if it will prob be gone in a few hours if not less, i have a bit of hope now that maybe this whole sobriety thing wont be soooooo bad. lol maybe.