So, I am kind of frustrated and
worried right now.. I don't know what to do with the Neurontin
; it's a vicious cycle. I want to get down to around 600mgs of it because that has always been the best dosage for me; it's effective, I don't adapt to it, and there's less cognitive dulling (I'm a math teacher). But, if it's working as a mood stabilizer, I am TERRIFIED that I will relapse into BP episodes if I drop the dosage too low.