You are literally gaining everything, your own mind and
life back, as well getting that
big heart full of love and pain
. No rapid detox will help, though fantacising about it may. What ever it takes, just don't use for a couple more weeks. Before drugs, imagine some asking, "Would you be willing to sacrifice a day, a week, a month, a year to have a good life and open heart? Recognize how important what you are doing is and that you have a good plan in place.