Don't read too much into the first number, I know
it's hard, I did it too.....but you will know
second numbers if the pregnancy is progressing. Please, Please find another doctor, you deserve to be treated better than this doctor seems to be able to do. Have them check your progesterone levels, sometimes those are lower in "older" women. My numbers are in the "normal" range, but my doc has me on prometrium just in case. I would insist!!!!