I've just come out of the hospital after being told that
I've had a miscarriage
. I knew on Sunday that
I had lost it but after seeing the scan I feel so sad but I've told everyone that
I'm fine when really I just want to cry my eyes out. My boyfriend keeps telling me not to worry and that
we can try again which I plan to as soon as I can but I can't help thinking that
I did something because my first pregnacy was fine and I didn't have any worries.