I'm a about 185 days clean and still learning about forums vs
. groups, posts of your own vs
posting on other peoples "threads", etc. can all be confusing until you toot around a bit. You're getting it.
Don't get discouraged ok?
Two things, first.....YOU DESERVE HUGE PRAISE FOR YOUR WEEKS OFF METHADONE!! Don't give up, don't go back ON something. You have so much already behind you. I have no personal experience with methadone, but many forum members DO.