To tell you the truth, I would rather be addicted to painkillers than live in
pain the rest of my life. When i was on Methadone
life was great, i could walk, pain was non-existent. i never asked to kick up the dosage. I have gained at least 50 pounds do to lack of activity. I am in a catch 22, without pain, i can walk, exercise, and have a normal life. I would be more active and lose weight, with the methadone, I can live a normal pain free life.