i have been through the
methadone nightmare as well, its not fun
and you WILL suffer, there is NO way out of that.
but when it comes to the benzos, at that dose, you really should not just stop taking them, the risks of abruptly stopping benzos are seizure, stroke, coma and even death. benzos MUST be tapered off and at a slow rate, this is serious, please do not just stop taking benzos...