I just keep going, foggy brain, and depression is lifting, but I just still feel like Im on
neutral. Im not especially happy or anything like that, just plain on
neutral I guess, if you can understand that. Glad Im not using, but yes from time to time my brain still thinks about the pills of course, but I immediately fight to dismiss the thoughts. I am starting to try to engage in life again. Which is good, becuz I definitely need to do something constructive to keep my mind occupied.